The only way that we can make changes when Liz

comes home is if we make the changes before she gets home. I want to make changes all around, including my work and my personal stuff. There are so many things I want to accomplish, including my weight, school, work, the house, crafts, projects long overdue. I notice that even with Liz gone, I am not able to organize and stay focused. My wish is that I can create a schedule and stick to it. I wish I can start something and finish it without getting in my way. I am trying CBT, but the risk is that I will not finish that either.