This time away has been good for me because

i have been able to clear my thoughts through the fog of caous. It is giving me time to think about being a better parent and finally do the things i dream of but cant do because i didnt have the time or energy or focus to do them. I want to be a great parent and have my efforts become successful rather than what feels like failure most of the time. I want to fast forwrd ten years and see that all this hard work payed off. I think this time without daily stress will make me a better mother wife and peson.